JQ Talks

Internet connection at home is giving my whole family a headache. The modem is out i guess. The light that is not suppose to blink kept blinking! It's horrible, my parents were like watching a suspense movie, just waiting to see if it will stop blinking. God, it's toturing not being able to go online at home. It's torturing to see my dad not being able to got to Malaysian today, torturing to see my mom not being able to read her emails and news. Of course, not forgeting myself for not being able to do the things that i usually do. Luckly, I have an alternative, which is my college. Though, even with that, it is not possible for me to check my email at least once a day, I might have classes and not willing to stay back after that, to crapping tired. I don't seems to be studying! I'm so lazy.....

Yeah, i just love staying at home staring at my beloved. I just love you, do you know that? I love how you are always so informative, 24/7 there when i need you, stayed up with me when i want you too, entertain me when I'm bored, when ppl don't want me you we will be by my side. You are like one of my few special BFs other than my mom, my car, my cosmetic and my hamster. I just love you my laptop! i just realise if one of my activity is canceled for the day, i have like so many hour to spare for myself. Ah meh GOSH, I so love ME!! Great, I'm such a self centered little brat!

I'm so tired, I'm so lazy, I just don't feel like doing anything, don't feel like going anywhere. I don't want class, I don't want assignments, I don't want work. Doing nothing is a luxury! Holiday is a luxury! Free time is a luxury! 24 hours a day is not enough for me, 7 days a week is not enough for me, days in a month is not enough for me, 365 days a years is also not enough for me. Why time flys? Why it will go away? Why they can't be taken back? Why I couldn't freeze them? Not in the mood of anything. sleep sleep sleep.....zzzzz

I can still remember when I was in standard six, I was from a Chinese school so I was taught mathematics and science in Chinese. Naturally for my UPSR, I would answer my exam questions in Chinese rather than in English. After my UPSR, we were told that for our secondary school life, we will be learning mathematics and science in English instead of Bahasa. We were the first badge of Form one students to be taught Mathematics and Science in English. My primary school teachers were afraid that we may not be able to catch up on both of this subjects, thus, giving us classes of back to basic mathematics and science in English. For my whole five years in secondary school, my mathematics and science results were just slightly above average. I had many Malay classmates that could score better than I do even though my English was way better than them. Do you think that if back then Mathematics and Science were taught in Bahasa, my results would be better than those whom are better in Bahasa?

i'm going home, to a place where i belong.. I pray that tomorrow will be a day that totally belongs to me! SHocking news!! Everybody got to study Econs.. So much teori.... boring nyer...

OMgosh!! I am so lazy!! I don't want to study!! I felt so bad for Michelle, Christine, Imran, and Izzuddin today cause of my mistake. I should have double and triple check with Miss Catherine regarding the Campus tour for orientation. I assumed that they are already in. They come so early to college somemore. Sorry guys, pity them. I want to watch the fast the furious! Hot Vin Diesel is the main actor, bald and buff! Wahahaha. Going with them listed above on thursday. Joanne come kacau d. hahahaha. she go toilet. wahahahha. Sui pO!!. GTG. Maybe later tonight i online. I want to play the SIMS!!! Sims 3 is coming out this JUNE!!!! I'm planing to buy the original. Dunno yet, see got money not!

I have lots of things to blog actually, just that i don't really have the time. So many things to think! Like today, saturday, suppose to be my day off from everything. Already plan nicely to wake up late, play Sims2 (thanks to Joanne, I got motivated to play that game again), play with my hamster, off light at 8.30pm later and just do nothing. Ended up, sms starts coming in at around 8am. One asked me what time is the orientation, my dad asked me to wake up and get ready by 10am to go out which i ended up also sleep until he comes back. Then, Jasen message say that Bro.Philip want to have an informal meet up for some discussions later at night. Morning went out with dad till 2-3pm, come back sleep (thank God I got time to sleep). In between sleep also family members come tell me things which i cannot remember. Didn't put alarm, woke up with me being aware that the sun was going down which made me though that i was late for my night meeting but in actual fact it was only 6pm. U