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so stress

last minute preparation for tomorrows competition almost no keyboard, thank god teacher reminded me. thanks to joyee that she has one keyboard. walau, thank god man. and we decided to share make up wit the guys. i know, so wrong right. haha, wat to do, they dont have. now, got to memorize the lyrics.. haha malaysia tanah air ku. i am so dead.. i miss YE man. today i went YE, and is like oh man, how long hav i not been here. and lotz of missing faces, like steffi, brian, john chandra, han ern, larry..... a lot of new faces too.. i dunno wat to say la..

i'm invisible.... always and forever

i was never good enough for anywhere or anyone when ppl need me i help them and then was forgotten. i'm a nobody, nobody knows me, they never remember my birthday, except some of coarse, sometimes i feel so used, why am i still willing to lend a hand, because i'm a christian, just because of tat, it changes my whole life, it's tough being a christian, seriously, sometimes i feel like giving up, and surrender to the devil and say:" you win, u caught me!" but when ever things fail for me, there's always a little strength pushing me up and say dont give up, concertrade on wats in front of u and not ur past. ARE U LIKE ME?? INVISIBLE TO THE WORLD. TRYING TO DO BIG THINGS BUT NEVER WORK? WHATEVER! IS THE WORD. MY HP GO CRAZY D....

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this blog is no longer my fav. blog cause cannot update picture wan ....... i may make new wan

no NS, helo life after SPM!!

No. KP anda tidak terdapat dalam senarai nama yang terpilih WOW,THANK GOD I'M NOT IN NS, AT LEAST NOT YET.... CAUSE SOME SAY IS NOT THE FULL LIST YET.. WELL, AT LEAST FOR THE MEAN TIME I'M FREE. HAHA, CAUSE I HAVE A LOT OF PLANS AFTER SPM. SHOPPING, MOVIE, TRAVELLING, CHURCH, CHOIR, AND STUFF..... QUITE A FEW FRIENDS OF MINE GOT IT. BY THE WAY, I MIGHT BE GOING OVERSEAS WITH Luan AND Wei wen.. CAUSE MY DAD SAY OK!! ONLY PROBLEM NOW IS Luan's PARENT.. DUNNO HOW YET.

Be cAREFUL, not all guy in suits are good..

About a month ago there was a woman standing by the Mega Mall entrance>passing out flyers to all the women going in. The woman had written the>flyer herself to tell about an experience she had, so that she might warn>other women. The previous day, this woman had finished shopping, went out to her car and>>discovered that she had a flat. She got the jack out of the trunk and began>to change the flat. A nice man dressed in business suit and carrying a>briefcase walked up to her and said,>>>"I notice you're changing a flat tire.>>>Would you like me to take care of it for you?" The woman was grateful for his offer and accepted his help. They chatted>amiably while the man changed the flat, and then put the flat tire and the>jack in the trunk, shut it and dusted his hands off. The woman thanked him>profusely, and as she was about to get in her car, the man told her that he>left his car around on the other side of the mall, and

OMG! what is God telling me??

i just got my new daily bread today, and there is 2 leaflet bout heaven and hell. it was interesting, seriously, makes lotz of sense. while i was bloging just now, usually my 1st link wont be to Ps. John's blog but today i 1st link to his blog, and came tis 2 big word, HEAVEN AND HELL. then only i saw the 'do u believe in'. Oh My God, What Are U Telling Me??

For once, it was so beautiful...

Rain, i hate the rain sometimes, especially on the days when i'm in school, tuition, chruch or just any outing. It kills me to know that i'm getting wet because of the rain. But, other than that, i love the rain, it helps me to sleep, relax, to have an enjoyable mood, and i love the smell of the rain. But only today, the weirdest thing happen, i kindda love the rain while i'm in school, in my class, sitting at my desk, enjoying the beauty of the rain through my classroom door. I wanted to take a picture of it, if i had a camera. i would have drawn it out, if i could draw. it was pouring quite heavily for a while, it was perfect how God made it, the nature of water droplets splashing away from the roof, it was like a flock of birds flying away in a group, of course, the splashing was much shorter, but it was wonderful! this was something that i've written while i was too bored and it was really raining that day, it was something that i saw through my classroom door.